Sunday, June 20, 2010

i'm so inspired

Although a hobby, blogging is a serious feat. I enjoy sharing my thoughts and expertise (some may disagree to that) with whom ever will read/listen. But a true hobby and a sure fire thought provoking avenue is when I choose to follow a blog. I don’t have to know the person personally, but there was something that caught my eye on their blogs that invited me to follow it. And every now and again, I read on or two that truly inspire me in some area of my life. So to all of my note worthy bloggers, people are watching and we are talking. Thanks for the inspiration and I only hope to inspire someone like you have inspired me today! “ummmm-ummm”-cyber hug!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Dreams...the unknown thoughts...

It is said that dreams are nighttime thoughts. Supposedly your brain is still thinking as you sleep...I have no idea. But I do know that when I dream, I dream in very vivid, very real scenes and unfortunately I don't remember most of what I dream. But I went through a period of time when I didn’t dream and I knew that this was a problem. I don’t know what the problem was but it is fixed.

So, before I forget let me tell you about my dream. I had several...

In the first one I was at a sink, in a school washing dishes and a girl was standing next to me. I noticed that she was pregnant but wearing clothes that were big to hide it. I whispered to her "so how far along are you" and before she spoke she began to pee, on the floor. She then whispered "my water broke but no one can know" so I grabbed he hand and told her to come with me and just act like you hurt your ankle; and her and I headed off her limping and me helping. Then I woke up...

In the second one (that I remember) I was pregnant riding in my van-yes I still have the van. I got out to go somewhere and a little kid walked by and hit me in my stomach. I called 911 and when they came we went to talk to the child's parent. It was his mother. The police and the mother accused me of trying to sue them but I wanted to teach the child that actions have consequences. I didn’t want anything from them. The mother got angry and went to the opening of the sewer. I saw her doing this so I headed to the van. She pulled out this huge rat and began to chase me. I jumped in the van but I couldn’t pull off because my keys were down in my purse and I couldn’t find them. Just as I found them and stuck them in the ignition, she was trying to stick the rat in the crack I left in the driver side window. I turned the van on and rolled up the window as fast as I could. She then jumped on top of the van, busted the window on the very top and dropped the rat down in the van. It was crawling on the inside ceiling of the van coming right towards me just as I woke up.

I have no idea what these dreams mean. If you can interpret them please do!

Friday, June 18, 2010

A Spring Clean...

Spring is a time for growth (and maturity), reaping from your sowing and enjoying the fruits of your labor...or recognizing that there is no fruit because there wasn't any labor.

Well, thats precisly me and my cognitive state right now. As you can see, I have changed the look of my blog, declutterized it and I am happy with that. But I am also recognizing that there is no fruit for me to enjoy because I have not labored in this particular area. So now the labor begins.

New thoughts,
Different Topics,

are the on the to do list roaming in my head. So please look forward to them! Thank you for your support!